I know I'm fat okay. I know. I know I'm getting broader I know my thighs are fatter i know.
You think I don't try? I almost never eat lunch. My recess is a fucking pau. My dinners are half the size it used to be. I do everything. I exercise, I diet. EVERYTHING. I vomit too. But it's not fucking working.
Tell me to exercise more?! I THOUGHT IM GETTING BROADER. Tell me to eat better and to get rid of all the junk I eat? I haven't had even a can of soft drink in months. And the only time I've been eating sweets was valentines day.
I know I'm ugly. I know I'm fat. I know I have bad hair. I know I can be a bitch okay. I KNOW.
But no matter how much I try to fix these things, nothing changes. NOTHING. So I'm not one of those fuckers who sit down and complain about how miserable their life is. I'm not that pathetic. I'm trying my best. But when nothing happens and nothing changes how the fuck do you expect me to feel?
Don't have to remind me okay. I know how fucked up I am.
I fucking know.
Friday, February 17, 2012
Monday, February 13, 2012
아파요..
Hey!! It's been forever since I've updated! The reason why I decided to update is cause of NESSY!!! I didn't know people actually read my blog and wait for updates. Today when she asked me why I don't update anymore I was shocked. But after I got over the shock, I was really really touched. Thanks Nessy. Made my day :')
So today we had a match against Bedok South Sec. I'd have to say it was the most intense match so far. The score was really close but in the end, we beat them 4-3! Good job guys!! :) though we won, I hated how I played today. Oh god it was horrible. But I am determined to improve! So forgive me KC Floorball. I'll do better ^^
Oh! We also had our Maths and Lot CA Today. Can't say much about lit. But I honestly think I can ace my Maths. The paper was do-able and i'm pretty confident. Tomorrow's History CA. Save me. Hahah. And there's art too. Supposed to complete 8 sketches by tomorrow which is impossible. But I'll do as much as I can tonight.
Wish me luck guys!! And also good luck to you too for your CAs (if any)! Do your best okay? ^^V
Hwaiting!! Bye bye <3
So today we had a match against Bedok South Sec. I'd have to say it was the most intense match so far. The score was really close but in the end, we beat them 4-3! Good job guys!! :) though we won, I hated how I played today. Oh god it was horrible. But I am determined to improve! So forgive me KC Floorball. I'll do better ^^
Oh! We also had our Maths and Lot CA Today. Can't say much about lit. But I honestly think I can ace my Maths. The paper was do-able and i'm pretty confident. Tomorrow's History CA. Save me. Hahah. And there's art too. Supposed to complete 8 sketches by tomorrow which is impossible. But I'll do as much as I can tonight.
Wish me luck guys!! And also good luck to you too for your CAs (if any)! Do your best okay? ^^V
Hwaiting!! Bye bye <3
Saturday, January 28, 2012
120128
Hi guys.
It's been a really long time right? Hahah i'm sorry. I was overseas and all then my laptop for confiscated. Updating through my iPod is such a hassle but here I am. I don't have much to say. I don't really have much happening in my life. So I guess I'll just do 30 things about me I found on tumblr. (hoping it will actually interest y'all)
1. Full name.
Megan Mary Cheong Kah Mun
2. Birthday
8th May 1996
3. Star sign and horoscope.
Rat and Taurus :)
4. Family members
Mother, Father, stepmother, older brother and younger brother :)
5. Favorite colour.
I don't have one. But I like Red, Purple, Grey, Yellow and Blue. Green too, sometimes. Black and white too hahahahah.
6. Favorite food.
Ohgawd. Lasagne!!!
7. Favorite drink.
Water. Heheh.
8. Favorite part of your body.
It'll have to be either my collarbones, stomach, or back dimples.
9. Favorite body part of opposite sex.
DICK. Loljk, eyes or hair. Guys who have eye smile are cute.
10. Relationship status.
Single. :(
11. Hobbies.
Floorball? Is that counted? I also like to dance around my room. And puzzles omg. Sudoku and all.
12. Height.
163cm!!! Or was it 162? Aiya can't remember.
13. Weight.
HAHAHA. 52kg.
14. Favorite number.
Many. 3, 6, 7, 9,11, 21, 22.
15. Hair colour.
Dark brown. In light it's a redish brown cause of my dye. Hahah.
16. Eye colour.
Dark brown.
17. Feet size.
35. HAHAHA. Sometimes 34/6. It varies according to the brand.
18. Ideal guy.
Hardworking, supportive, funny, intelligent when he speaks like he doesn't say stupid things.
19. Number of children you plan to have.
Ehhhh, 2? Or 3? Idk see how painful it is. May even adopt? ^_^
20. Age you plan to get married.
Depends on my career but somewhere from late 20s to 33. Don't ask why 33. Hahahah.
21. Number of relationships you've been in.
I only count 1 a proper relationship.
22. Favorite piece of clothing.
My Zara jeans.
23. Favorite subject.
Either literature, bio, or history.
24. Favorite song.
For You I Will by Teddy Geiger.
25. Favorite toy.
My yellow care bear.
26. Things you can't leave the house without.
Phone, wallet, iPod, necklace.
27. How funny you think you are. (1-10)
Eh, 7?
28. How good looking you think you are. (1-10)
5-6 around there la.
29. How nice you think your body is. (1-10)
I'd say 6.
30. How interesting you think you are.(1-10)
HAHAHA. 5. Nobody will read this I swear.
Omg guys it's Kim Dongjun. Kbye.
It's been a really long time right? Hahah i'm sorry. I was overseas and all then my laptop for confiscated. Updating through my iPod is such a hassle but here I am. I don't have much to say. I don't really have much happening in my life. So I guess I'll just do 30 things about me I found on tumblr. (hoping it will actually interest y'all)
1. Full name.
Megan Mary Cheong Kah Mun
2. Birthday
8th May 1996
3. Star sign and horoscope.
Rat and Taurus :)
4. Family members
Mother, Father, stepmother, older brother and younger brother :)
5. Favorite colour.
I don't have one. But I like Red, Purple, Grey, Yellow and Blue. Green too, sometimes. Black and white too hahahahah.
6. Favorite food.
Ohgawd. Lasagne!!!
7. Favorite drink.
Water. Heheh.
8. Favorite part of your body.
It'll have to be either my collarbones, stomach, or back dimples.
9. Favorite body part of opposite sex.
DICK. Loljk, eyes or hair. Guys who have eye smile are cute.
10. Relationship status.
Single. :(
11. Hobbies.
Floorball? Is that counted? I also like to dance around my room. And puzzles omg. Sudoku and all.
12. Height.
163cm!!! Or was it 162? Aiya can't remember.
13. Weight.
HAHAHA. 52kg.
14. Favorite number.
Many. 3, 6, 7, 9,11, 21, 22.
15. Hair colour.
Dark brown. In light it's a redish brown cause of my dye. Hahah.
16. Eye colour.
Dark brown.
17. Feet size.
35. HAHAHA. Sometimes 34/6. It varies according to the brand.
18. Ideal guy.
Hardworking, supportive, funny, intelligent when he speaks like he doesn't say stupid things.
19. Number of children you plan to have.
Ehhhh, 2? Or 3? Idk see how painful it is. May even adopt? ^_^
20. Age you plan to get married.
Depends on my career but somewhere from late 20s to 33. Don't ask why 33. Hahahah.
21. Number of relationships you've been in.
I only count 1 a proper relationship.
22. Favorite piece of clothing.
My Zara jeans.
23. Favorite subject.
Either literature, bio, or history.
24. Favorite song.
For You I Will by Teddy Geiger.
25. Favorite toy.
My yellow care bear.
26. Things you can't leave the house without.
Phone, wallet, iPod, necklace.
27. How funny you think you are. (1-10)
Eh, 7?
28. How good looking you think you are. (1-10)
5-6 around there la.
29. How nice you think your body is. (1-10)
I'd say 6.
30. How interesting you think you are.(1-10)
HAHAHA. 5. Nobody will read this I swear.
Omg guys it's Kim Dongjun. Kbye.
Friday, January 20, 2012
Monster
Hi guys!!!
My blog views have decreased by more than half these past couple days... Hahahah. Oh well. I'm actually blogging from my iPod now :) I'm at my dad's! Reason being, tomorrow at like 8am we're gonna be leaving for Malaysia! Oh and I also got beats from dad for Christmas! Belated but yeah :P
Today was pretty awesome!! We had the CNY celebrations at school. We had to take care of old folks an they were adorable. There was one bit when Shi en and I cried.. But I stopped and she just didn't. Then Sabrina cried!! Haiyoh.. But anyway, the best part was when we were in the hall. Lavina, seow and I sat together among some juniors and we were doing the really weird things we usually do.. But it was fun nonetheless! :)
After school I went for lunch with Michael and seow. That was really fun too. Heheh. I love them. Except Michael. He's a brat. Nawww, I kid, he's still my brother. Unfortunately. Haha kk kidding.
Kay so I hope everyone has a good long weekend ahead! And if you're travelling, be safe! I'll try to update if I get wifi or anything ^_^
Annyeong!!
My blog views have decreased by more than half these past couple days... Hahahah. Oh well. I'm actually blogging from my iPod now :) I'm at my dad's! Reason being, tomorrow at like 8am we're gonna be leaving for Malaysia! Oh and I also got beats from dad for Christmas! Belated but yeah :P
Today was pretty awesome!! We had the CNY celebrations at school. We had to take care of old folks an they were adorable. There was one bit when Shi en and I cried.. But I stopped and she just didn't. Then Sabrina cried!! Haiyoh.. But anyway, the best part was when we were in the hall. Lavina, seow and I sat together among some juniors and we were doing the really weird things we usually do.. But it was fun nonetheless! :)
After school I went for lunch with Michael and seow. That was really fun too. Heheh. I love them. Except Michael. He's a brat. Nawww, I kid, he's still my brother. Unfortunately. Haha kk kidding.
Kay so I hope everyone has a good long weekend ahead! And if you're travelling, be safe! I'll try to update if I get wifi or anything ^_^
Annyeong!!
Monday, January 16, 2012
Spirit.
Today was alright. Actually it kinda sucked la. But i'm pretty over it already. We lost against St. Margs. 2-1. It was unfortunate really. I played badly and I wasn't pleased with myself at all. But thanks to our coach's speech, i think i'll take this as a learning experience and work much harder. My left thigh hurts really bad though. I don't know what happened. Just after the 1st period of our game, it started hurting. But I still tried my best to run and all during the game. Yeah.
Omg do you know how badly I want a nice nose. Like a higher nose bridge. I want it seriously badly. Haha maybe when i'm older i'll get a nose job. I don't think i'll dare to go under the knife though. But if my sinus problems get really bad, i'll have to go for an operation. eeeeggghhh. ouch.
i'm actually really really tired now. I'm gonna watch a couple videos, do my chinese homework then head to bed!
Night guys! <3
Lovey Dovey.
my Kim Sunggyu impersination. lol. we look alike right. hahaha jkz.
Hi guys!
It's 1am, and i'm up doing research for English homework. Sucks balls eh? But I brought it onto myself so might as well pay the consequences! I actually should be fast asleep by now, getting plenty of rest for tomorrow because it's gonna be the first match for nationals!
Omg right? hahah, yes i'm freaked out. Like, seriously freaked out. I haven't been playing well and on top of that, Nurul is injured. :( Hope she's okay by tomorrow and can play! She's a valuable member of our team!
Ugh, okay, so i told myself that i'll only take like 5mins to blog so i can complete my English work before 2.
Hehe, i'm doing research on Oprah! She's so cool. I remember coming home from school everyday and watching her show with my maid. I miss my maid. k anyway, i didn't realise how much she went through as a teenager. She even willingly admitted about her really mad past. And that makes her really cool! She isn't afraid or ashamed of herself and instead, continues on to pursue and in the end, becomes such an influential person. Kay, i'm pretty sure none of ya'll read this to hear about how awesome i think Oprah Winfrey is. But she just is okay!
Tomorrow is gonna be a long day! I only have to attend like half of school, but, I have a Bio test first period, then Chinese CA exam the next and English period after that. English sucks. Also because i don't intend to hand in all my homework. I'm only doing like half of it. Heh, but i'll hand all of it in eventually! :P
Kay I need to get going now to continue on my work!!!
BYE EVERYONE! Sorry that my updates aren't at all regular and shizz. <3
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
120111
Hey guys!
It's been awhile since I've updated. Haha i'm sorry. But the reason is cause my laptop charger spoilt. Again. Yes. I don't know how. It wasn't very good to begin with but yeah. Anyway, so did mark's.. And my mum's overseas so I'm charger-less. So now I'm using my iPod to update :)
School has been extremely tiring these few days. I have remedial practically everyday except Wednesdays i think. I've also got training 3 times a week. Tuesday, Thursday and Fridays. But the annoying part is having pe on Wednesdays. So I don't have a break.. :(
Since today I didn't have any remedial, I came home and took a nap. Haha. First time taking afternoon nap in awhile and I have feeling it'll be a really long time till I'll get the chance to do it again.
I need to start on my homework and studying in awhile. I know it's late but because of my nap, I'm wide awake :D
How's everyone? Is school stressful?hang in there guys! Especially those who are taking their N's or O's. We're all in this together ;) don't stress out too much and take a break or enjoy yourself once in awhile okay? But that's only if you've been working ;)
Sigh, I miss my mummy :( she's supposed to be coming back tonight but I don't know how late that will be! Urgh.
Okay I think this is extremely long, heheh, I've got to get started on my work now. Bye bye :D <3
It's been awhile since I've updated. Haha i'm sorry. But the reason is cause my laptop charger spoilt. Again. Yes. I don't know how. It wasn't very good to begin with but yeah. Anyway, so did mark's.. And my mum's overseas so I'm charger-less. So now I'm using my iPod to update :)
School has been extremely tiring these few days. I have remedial practically everyday except Wednesdays i think. I've also got training 3 times a week. Tuesday, Thursday and Fridays. But the annoying part is having pe on Wednesdays. So I don't have a break.. :(
Since today I didn't have any remedial, I came home and took a nap. Haha. First time taking afternoon nap in awhile and I have feeling it'll be a really long time till I'll get the chance to do it again.
I need to start on my homework and studying in awhile. I know it's late but because of my nap, I'm wide awake :D
How's everyone? Is school stressful?hang in there guys! Especially those who are taking their N's or O's. We're all in this together ;) don't stress out too much and take a break or enjoy yourself once in awhile okay? But that's only if you've been working ;)
Sigh, I miss my mummy :( she's supposed to be coming back tonight but I don't know how late that will be! Urgh.
Okay I think this is extremely long, heheh, I've got to get started on my work now. Bye bye :D <3
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